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Bird of Eternity

A mess of a personal, multifandom blog by a lolita obsessed with a lot of things. I have a lot of sideblogs, but still this blog is a Creature of Chaos. Also, blue roses.
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This week’s homework!

I will update an extended version with failed takes and english subtitles when I have time! :D

Actor: madmindstate
Make up, camera, script, lightning, stuff: me :D

Based on Grabbe’s version of Don Juan.

The prompt for the homework was “30 to 90 seconds, no camera movements, no non-diegetic music, artificial lightning”

(Uri wanted me to watch it so: littlemarquis )

Today is the birthday of the first oc I ever had that had a birthday

(The asshole on the left, the right one is a friend’s oc, Lovely, same friend that drew the thing, btw)

He was called Halcón (well that’s an alias) and was a) a vampire b) a pianist c) the biggest asshole you will ever meet

I am a serious filmmaker

(Yeah I am the one on her pajamas screw it)

The poor thing covered in blood is madmindstate

My hands and stuff

My hands and stuff

Look at my friend Cristina and I being cute!

Look at my friend Cristina and I being cute!

someone pls convince me to eat something and go buy prop material for film and groceries bc godddamn i want to spend all day in sofa reading sailor moon fics
EDIT: Look at the fucking amount of alcohol in this house. Fuck yeah college life -_-

someone pls convince me to eat something and go buy prop material for film and groceries bc godddamn i want to spend all day in sofa reading sailor moon fics

EDIT: Look at the fucking amount of alcohol in this house. Fuck yeah college life -_-

ALSO AT EVENING I FOUND MY OLD TEAM ALUCARD T SHIRT
ITS FROM THE TIME EVERYONE WAS WEARING TWILIGHT SHIRTS TO SCHOOL
IT STILL FITS SO IM USING IT AS A PAJAMAS NOW BWAHAHA

ALSO AT EVENING I FOUND MY OLD TEAM ALUCARD T SHIRT

ITS FROM THE TIME EVERYONE WAS WEARING TWILIGHT SHIRTS TO SCHOOL

IT STILL FITS SO IM USING IT AS A PAJAMAS NOW BWAHAHA

venereathorne said: I lost my final grandparent in 2002. I remember how that ache lasted. I can’t say it ever goes away entirely but it fades and you are left with the good memories. Cherish them. My thoughts are with you.

LONG RAMBLING ABOUT FAMILY LIFE INCOMING
Yeah, she p much raised me because we didn’t have a lot of money, so my parents had to work for hours and hours every day. She watched horror films with me (she was the first one to introduce me to Dracula, hence my obsession) if I promised that I woildn¡t tell my parents. She also let me have coffee as a kid :’)
When I was bullied, she friggin let me her copy of Carrie. But she also had a very sunny disposition! She loved flowers and wearing bright colors ^-^ She was affectionate to animals and loved birds and always cooked the best meals!
I think no one ever got her because she was deaf and it was a bit hard to communicate to her and I guess other family members weren’t very patient? But she always cared for me, and even bought me some of my first lolita clothes, sewed my first cosplay and so on… My obsessions, my actual personality is a direct influence of hers. 

Also check it, we had the same magically-colour changing grey eyes hahaha

imageShe was very pretty when she was young, but I don’t have any picture of that here… She wavy curly black hair, a lot prettier than mine, of course.

And  I will shut up now because I am boring everyone.

This is a picture of my grandma, may she rest in blessed peace, sewing the first cosplay I wore.

I miss her.

Also mom had the great awesometastic idea of basing my hairdo in Anthy’s for Sunday’s lunch. 

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